crazy

i've been smoking a lot recently.
stress? sad? too emotional?
i don know.

sometimes, ciggy makes me relax
most of the time, it makes me disgusted.
i think the habit of smoking is a form of compulsive behavior
i just like the feeling of ciggy in my hand putting stuff on my lips.

when i look at other's blog, i wonder why everyone made their blog so nice.
mine is crappy and simple.
i changed the template today coz i am feeling black.
i am not bothered to put anything fancy on my blog anymore.
i think i am the most frequent visitor to my blog.
it work out as a diary for me.
sometimes i just wish there are no people visiting my blog at all.
and let my blog

be my own secret place.
where i feel my own pain, happiness and all kind of emotions that has created who i am today.

i have met all kind of people in the past
there are selfish one, annoying one, deceiving one, cute one, nice one and bad one.
and i have so many random thoughts to clear out.

fuck, i am confused
too many thinking going on now....


i am lost.
again
as always.

终于

过了这么久
你终于 reply 了
感觉非常好
毕竟， 多个朋友好过多个敌人
希望你过得比谁都好
瘦了
多吃点吧！

各位
我开始有点冲动要关闭我的blog
希望大家见谅咯！

再见

Accusation of The Dark Knight.

finally i have watched THE DARK KNIGHT with pie yesterday.
and it make me depressed.
do not know why.
maybe because it is so dark and heart wrenching.

overall it is good because the movie was shown in IMAX, where the screen is huge and makes you feel like you are in it.

heath ledger did a great job in the movie.i mean erm, psychological wise.
the differences between this batman and the rest is that it focus more on the psychological side of the characters.

i feel so unjust for batman though.
he save the city, but still misunderstood by the public.
well, i think, is not that the public does not know what batman has contributed to their society, but it just that people are too coward to admit his contribution to their society and turn themselves to what they think are justifiable and correct.

batman has been wronged by the public.
in the end he still loses what he treasure the most.
well at least i think so.

the pain that batman has burdened himself throughout his whole life is unimaginable.
that is why i got so depressed after i watched that movie.
it is dark, but it makes us think that, hero are not easy to be.
a lot of people wanted to be a hero and save the world. but have they ever think of, everything comes with a price.

i hope that when people watch this movie, they could think of that kind of pressure of being a superhero to save the world and being wronged by the people that he save for some unreasonable reason.

with love and peace,
Joe :)

点点滴滴

最近越来越想不清楚 pie　的想法了
总觉得他有些奇怪

或许白人的想法就是怪咖
亚洲人与白人在谈恋爱的态度
是截然不同的
或许　　我还得去适应哈哈

前几天煮了一堆他爱吃的菜
吃到他的肚子胀气
真是可爱
有时我在看电视
他就会过来骚扰我
我的反抗为我带来了不少的‘伤痕’哈哈

昨天的晚上想了一堆
发现这一任是我遇到最贴心和可爱的
他不自私　
也不自大
他肯聆听我的感受

和朋友来个三八讨论之后
发现白人怎样都比亚洲伴侣好
哈哈哈

最近华语大退步
讲的时候还拼命走音
很多时候已经是懒得讲
干脆讲英文好了
已经变成半个香蕉人了

别人对我的英文口音感到好奇
人家还以为我是美籍华侨
让我苦笑不得

最近这里挎起很可怕的台风
出门时雨伞已经不管用

还有　　上个星期还看到美国国务卿莱斯
真的不可思议

ｐ／ｓ：今天晚上决定拖　ｐｉｅ　去吃韩国餐

logic

does anyone know what is the subject Logic is about?

let me tell u

LOGIC = SUFFERING

waaaaaaaaa
i just did my logic exercise and i feel like i wanna commit suicide.
i thought it is the easiest subject to get A
but i am so wrong

new semester started and i have picked up some of the courses which i think is quite interesting.
and tons and tons of workload is going to kill me soon.

i want holiday!!!
at least i can play wow without guilt
i can sleep till whenever i want (although i still doing this until now)
i can walk around in the city till whenever i want
this and that haha

but now T_T
all i can do is stuck in my room and study!!!!!
haha..

not to forget, the stupid korean guy next to my room are freaking noisy!!!
yesterday, he was so noisy until i went and knock on his door and ask him to shut up on his face
serve him right
selfish person

anyway, have to do my logic again
wish all of u have a good day :)

最近 后续

照片上传成功！！




堆的很深的雪






地狱之池




麦当当飞机




最近胖胖的我

最近

很久没有整理自己的思绪了
刚刚想放自己最近的照片
可是系统出现问题而不让我上传
只好待会再试了

最近常常发现以前的那个他创进我的想法里
我可以承认
我有在想念他
毕竟太深刻了

常常在想
我想念他
是不是我输了呢？
还是其实他也想念我？
最近想了一大堆
如果不是真的爱过
我想
到现在也不会常常想起他吧
还真的挺难过得

不是告诉过大家我最近会玩吉他吗？
可是
学来学去
还是只学了孙燕姿的歌
只因为某人喜欢她


希望他能遇到他喜欢的人吧！
要是知道自己自私
就得改改
不然
伤害了自己也伤害了别人就不好了

相信经过这么长的一段时间
你我的想法都成熟点了吧
加油吧
还有
三角关系就别再陷下去了
加油。